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Lilac Woman

by Crusasis

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1.
I know something that you may not understand To pick apart the elements, and drive the ghosts straight from our land Why all fall out, is this life just too much? Why jump the gun, when the fun's just begun? Oh sister please, drop your formalities In the burning place, its all the same so pick apart the sun Go lie down and take rest, I'm off to live a broken drummers hum Quiet and lonely, distance is my honey and my gold And my treasure is in solitude, my bible is the road My enemy is emptiness, and my tank is running low Thank god for the angels, that pick apart the sky They pleasure me, they pleasure us, until the day we die
2.
Demands 02:23
I don't know what you want, I don't know what you need But I found something out, something you shouldn't believe I found out that I lie, so much more than I know I found out that I hate you, and I wanna make it show And I'm wondering Why, oh why, did I give you everything I ever had? And I'm wondering, why? Its not your fault, you're just you, I'm the idiot who followed
3.
I Don't Care 02:38
I don't care, if I loose everything close to me I don't care, because it hurts, everything hurts anyway Even now, playing a song does little for the pain What caused it, I do not know, but it grows I'm worthless, when it comes down to it, but not just me, all our kind Us people, sucking and shedding skin, go back home where you belong Calling out is always cold
4.
Lilac Woman 04:24
Lilac woman covered in frost, underneath that stubborn light Only so many will venture through, caught in the arms of an edible smile Wont you rule me out of the game? I don't want to play if she stays here I'd rather be nurtured by a fountain of god Quietly sipping while the fog settles in, in the forest at not quiet dawn And its late spring, early morning I am alone breathing sweet air, as life begins to wake at the first wind of the day, passes through my soul energizing me, electrify the trees, electrify Lilac woman covered in frost, underneath that stubborn light Only so many will venture through, caught in the arms of an edible smile Won't you rule me? I don't want to play, while she stays here I'd rather be nurtured by a fountain of god Quietly sipping, the fog roles in, the forest at dawn its late spring, early morning, I am alone, breathing sweet air As life begins to wake The first wind of the day Passes through my soul
5.
Starchild 02:19
I don't know where I'm going, but I found you from the stars That last night was so special and I know you want it all Well its all right, cause this life isn't so meaningless Polished the rest I paid off, in the night woman you're a nightmare what you waiting for, I got something to say And the party's over, don't you want to stick around? I know you sound so great but your just kissin a little, but you're just so pretty, so little Hold the line and thats all, 12345678 You know thats right
6.
My Life 02:07
My life, what can I say? My life, what can I say bout that I dont know where I am, I feel lost, I feel dead Is this real I can't tell, all I know is I'm scared To be wrong, to be right To be dark to be light Oh I hope it ends soon, but its here and I'm doomed Wheres the right when I'm left I know my brain is pumpin lead Its the middle and theres no end, the beginning is all dead I am sad, I am scarred, I am happy I am weird Theres the end, I think I'll stand in front of the fire My life what can I say bout that?
7.
Norma Jean 03:14
Norma Jean Time won't separate what we had Life won't wait Don't walk away from me I'm trying to loose my mind at the sound of your name (Norma) Don't step away from me I swear I'll kill any other man who utters your name Norma Jean Time won't separate what we share Life won't wait Last time I saw you my heart felt like chains and anvils Will you release me Norma Jean? I cannot live I swear I tried but my soul continues to drown Norma! I scream for your beauty, your honey sweet soul, tangled in this human pain I want you to hear my screams of anguish, and pet me till I relax Norma (nonsense) Norma Jean Time won't separate what we share Time won't wait
8.
I don't like to swim but I might with you I don't like alot of people so don't invite your friends And if you don't like that, thats just the kind of man I am Sorry baby the mountain wont change, until its cut down by the wind And I ain't a leaf, I ain't a river You ain't a stream, you're just the water bearer I don't do much cause there ain't much to do I play a song pass out try and feel good and to no avail here I am again, naked in my bed, swimming in my head Here I am again, naked in my bed, fans blowing warm and my sweat is sticking I'm a raging ocean baby, undertow beneath and when my head explodes, I thank god for the relief Goodbye roads and crossing guards, I think I'll stay right where I am In this place where demons sit with me, and we all laugh cause we're a happy family And they never leave even when I want them too Thats why I need you, to distract me from them Come on baby right now I need you even when it feels so good Cause its always hell, even when its raining and I love the rain but even when its raining so cry me a stream cry me a river I'm all washed up and I ain't no swimmer
9.
Orchard 02:38
I don't care where you fall, broken bruised and battle scarred Its the last thing that I need, you broke up next to me I'll mend you in the shade, take my shirt off wipe away You'll be my pretty catch, the one and only until the next Golden ripe and red delicious, taste just like sick sweetness I'm full I've had my fill, its time to roll on down that hill I'm dizzy and seeing stars, wading through murky waters You left so long ago and now she's here to fill the hole Maybe yes and maybe so, life is long and the fruit will drop When times right and we've matured, right as rain pure as pure Maybe yes and maybe not, seeds will grow, fruit will rot I loved you once before, and I will love again
10.
I can't write a song but if I could I'd bring the mountain down, and thats all that there is Why win when theres so much to loose I'd bring the mountain down, and thats all that there is Holy mountain beneath my wings This partnership ends, just like everything Why win when theres so much to loose Oh well, oh well I can't fall in love but if I could I'd bring the mountain down, and thats all that there is Why win when theres so much to loose I'd bring the mountain down, and thats all that there is Holy mountain beneath my wings This partnership ends, just like everything Why win when theres so much to loose Oh well, oh well Holy mountain within my being Last night I tasted silver and blood, now whats left Why does it last, when its all so frail At last, at last I can't stay alive but if I could I'd speak to all of us, and I'd reach the mountain Why does the light fall, every night I swear in nighttime I'd stay alive

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released November 13, 2013

Written, Recorded, Mastered by Ryan Smith in Bed-Sty and Brickhouse Studios - Summer/Fall 2013
Cover art by Christopher Eustaquio

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